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4:47 p.m. & 2007-10-07

Last night was realllly weird.

Okay, so on Friday, Amber, Rob, Ashley, Aaron and I go to see a few shows at the Gator. That night was perfectly fun; Ashley and I got trashed and afterwards we went to the diner to have some amazing biscuits and gravy (which I devoured like a person who hasn't eaten in a million years).

However, last night was awful. I don't even know why. It was just an icky icky night.

Ashley and I start off at a party at her friend's house, which I went to awhile ago. That was pretty fun; we played card games and flip cup and got slightly buzzed on cheap beer. Ash and I had previously planned to hop between parties; as we found out later, Aaron was at his friend's party in the apartment a floor below the one we were at. So we head down there and who do we see but every single person from the party last weekend.

At first it was okay, but as the night unfolded, lots of shiz started happening. For starters, Aaron was VERY trashed. He was being annoying and waaaay too forward, so I had to deal with that all night. Then I found out that I made out with his friend Dan last weekend, who I have a semi-sort of crush on/attraction to. He was the one who apparently told Aaron that I was cute after the party last weekend. So we spend the whole party kind of making eye contact and at one point we are talking on the couch. Thats when he revealed that we made out and that he liked it, and that I like a lot of tongue (apparently I am a porn star when I'm drunk, because I usually don't like too much tongue). But I was still liking the attention from him and the eye contact and what not.

BUT, in an awkward turn of events, there was this girl there with her boyfriend, who, even though she was with her boyfriend, spent the whole time flirting with Aaron and Dan. I found out later that this girl's boyfriend lives in the same house as Nolan...AND, Ash went home with his brother last night. YEEEEAH. Small fucking world.

I don't even know what about last night sucked, but it just did. For starters, I looked like crap. I parted my hair in a weird way and the recent humidity has been wreaking havoc on my already curly hair. And then that girl was there just being a bitch, and Aaron was being an annoying drunk, and then some of his friends were being really rude just because thats how they are...all of which was a combination of things that resulted in a shitty night.

So then I came back to my dorm, put in a Clive Owen movie and wrote Damon an e-mail. Nothing bad or anything, but still unnecessary.

I feel very alone right now. I don't know why...everything is so fucking blah and I don't have control over anything it feels like. I'm just in a really weird fucking mood and I hate it.

Blah to this past week and blah to this entry.

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