Chris's uncle is sick again.
Is it horrible that while I am sincerely worried and concerned about his wellbeing and that of his family, I am also secretly and selfishly pissed off that this is happening four days before I leave?
Four days before our relationship goes long-distance?
And that, if for some reason we are unable to see each other before I leave, the last time we will have hung out was Thursday, when I got TRASHED and made a complete ass out of myself?
And that it would probably also be incredibly difficult for us to maintain a relationship long-distance that is also being exacerbated by stress?
I fucking hate this.